he & i both want to be liked. it's almost a need. i need to be liked. not because i'm insecure, but because the thought that someone doesn't like me causes a physical hurt. there's a reason someone doesn't like you, and it's usually because you've hurt them or done something to make them feel badly. (there ARE times *cough*evildawn*cough* when it truly is nothing you've done, they just suck as human beings.)
i don't want to hurt anyone or do anything to make them feel badly, and so when they don't like me, it hurts me. and i see that in mr. danza, too. he pours his heart out to his kids - even kids who aren't in his classes! - and when he doesn't see results, it causes him some pain.
okay, enough of that! i really enjoyed my Teach marathon, and even though my heart aches for his heartache, i think he'll be (or is) okay!
and today was a GREAT day! i woke up on time from some really odd dreams involving bret, boo, bran & bay, and a couple random ppl, a bank heist, a movie, a theatre w/ individual seats like those on the plane in The Wedding Date, secret passages, Adam Canty from highschool and his sexy voice (and eyes - that man has the coolest shade of blue eyes i have ever seen!)... it was goofy but good!
work was marvelous - ordered some tastefully simple , and yankee candles to support the Y's daycare program. got a LOT accomplished. not everything, of course. *laugh* subway for lunch was delish, altho my sandwich was not as tasty as it has been in the past. i'm not sure what it was missing! maybe pickles. i thought about putting them on & then i got distracted by something shiny. lol
after work, my loan check had arrived, so i went to the bank to deposit it, went to hardee's for a mushroom swiss - which i ate w/o the bun so that i could enjoy a pumpkin pie from mcdonald's as well...lol i was celebrating! - and then mailed allllllll my bills at the post office! i can't even fully describe the awesome feeling i have knowing i'm all paid up on my car, medical & lab bills (til my appointment friday, at least), interest on a CC & my school loan which is currently in forbearance, People magazine til November 2011, was able to send some $$ to QCCS... and i'll be able to pay mom back the $$ i owe her. AND still have money in the bank, and payday to look forward to!
which is good because my monitor has started blinking out & so i need to get a new one. happily, i can get a lovely 15" flat screen for less than $100! : ) i'm also TOTALLY stoked about christmas shopping! and i do need to call the dentist.
oh! when i got home, i had 2 postcrossings as well as the check! : )
from sheila in great britain. she lives in the area where the castle used for Hogwarts also resides. how awesome!! : )
from maria in finland. this is an illustration from a finnish children's series about a dog & a cat who are best friends! lovely!
i need to get some stamps soon, too. and i am as ever on the lookout for more postcards. time to scour jana's fb albums & get some ordered, as well as do some hunting on etsy. love love!
and that, my dearlings, is all i have for you tonight! tomorrow should be busy, and hopefully i'll get to WM after work. i need my Rx & a couple other things, and perhaps i'll do a little shopping. i'm on the hunt for christmas blankets, peeps! if you know of somewhere around here that has any cool ones, please do share that knowledge! : )
take care & be blessed. ttfn!