sometimes i make decisions that ppl don't agree with.
and that's okay.
i pray about the decisions i make, and i listen to the promptings of my heart. i believe in the Lord's power - His ultimate power. i believe that He will use every decision i make for good, because i love Him and trust Him. this is not to say that i always make the right decision, even tho it might seem right at the time. but i have to trust that, even if things don't work out exactly the way i want them to/thought they should, they will work out, and ppl (and I) will be blessed.
so, today i got some advice on a few financial decisions, which will help me in the new year. but i had to decide if that would be enough. could i dig out of this hole i seem to be in? the answer was no. i couldn't make the math work out, i couldn't see a light at the end of the tunnel, i couldn't figure out a time when i would be able to have everything paid off at once. and so i did something i wasn't sure about, but i feel right about. i took out a small loan, which will help me pay off a good chunk of my current bills, and will alleviate some of my debt. well, as it's a loan, i guess it's really shifting my debt but it's shifting it into a managable piece! : )
praise the Lord! : ) i feel like a weight has lifted, really.
and now i can concentrate on the fun ... well, after my class tomorrow i can concentrate on the fun. lol they scheduled this class (the 3rd in my "living w/ diabetes" series) for a cutoff day at work. eeeeeep! but it'll be okay. i have class til 11, then will pick up lunch & be in to work before noon. i can stay til 6 & get stuff done, then i get to go play w/ leyton & anthony! : ) and after that - it's friday! after work, dinner party at sancho's, then bub's play (Phantom of the Opera, i am soooo excited!). not sure what's going on saturday & sunday, but i know it will involve snuggling in my bed for a good rest period!
speaking of rest... i should get to bed. bret & i had a nice chat tonight. oh, and i got to watch chuck! : )
happy hump day, bloggy peeps! ttfn!