i'm having kinda a ... hmm. i don't know what to call it. i need to go to WM to get TP & drano & tortillas & see if the dr called in for my rx to be refilled as i requested. i shouldn't've waited until a holiday weekend to do that last one, but alas, i did, so there we are. i'm having a mental block, there, tho, and i don't understand it! i ran in to WM yesterday for a lighter, what was stopping me from going to the other end...oh, wait, i remember, i need to get some things that should be refridgerated also and didn't want to leave them in the car while i was in the movies w/ mom. okay, that makes sense. but then, why didn't i run back in after the movie & get the things i needed? and today, mom's picking me up at 4 & we're going to see Prince of Persia. i'd planned to go out at 2 to WM so i'd be back in time. yet... i can't. i don't know what is stopping me! i'm not having a panic attack. i'm not feeling poorly (thank God). as mentioned, it's not unbearable outside. and i'm not even having a block about leaving the house, as sometimes happens. i'm excited to go to the theatre. maybe, is it WM itself that i am blocking? but for what reason? i love WM!
perhaps it's the lack of checks throwing me off. paying in cash is different, just a different vibe, and you have to actually take the right amount out of the bank, as opposed to checks where if you go in thinking you'll spend $30 and you find a couple other things, it's okay. well, as long as you have the money in your account, of course! *laugh* i don't have a debit card because i don't think i would remember to put each transaction in my register. i try to keep receipts for future reference, but it doesn't always work out!
i realize there are ppl naturally attuned to things like that, and if you're one of those ppl reading this, you probably do not understand at all. you're thinking, "just do it! how hard is it?" well, of course it's not hard. unless you're like me, and it IS.
*sigh* anyway, i think the only thing for it is to go after the movie before mom brings me home. that way i don't have the daunting task of driving over there (is that what it is? do i not want to drive today?)... we'll see how it goes. for now, i'm drinking a tall glass of ice water, because the grape vanilla sprite or sparky cherry coke i was going to get at sonic does not appear to be in my immediate future. *laugh* (oh, the dilemmas, delimmas?, i know!)
oh, speaking of sparky cherry cokes... so... our local theatre changed recently from National Amusements to Rave. i haven't noticed a lot of differences, except... Rave is a COKE establishment! *tear* now, for the coke fans, i'm sure this was a marvelous thing! but for me, a lover of mountain dew and cherry pepsi at the concessions... well, not so much. the bright light at the end of this tunnel, however, is that their coke is at least GOOD coke. the coke at the theatre across the river is decidedly not, as it's not terribly bubbly. and their popcorn is not as good. Rave has continued the NA tradition of good popcorn and yummy butter topping, so i can't complain about that at all!
is it weird that i have all these rambling thoughts about everything and nothing almost every day?
hmm. well, tune in for more, i'm sure, when i get back from the movie! ; ) for now, ta-ta!
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