sooo... i spent an hour while watching Dark Knight w/ bret typing up a whole bloggity blog post. it's heartfelt and all about where i am emotionally right now. but then i decided not to post it, because it's a little too much of myself.
here's the gist - EXHAUSTED. mentally, physically, emotionally exhausted. i don't have anything to give anyone right now, and it's really irritating me. there are some ppl i've been wanting to talk to for a month, and i just can't. and it's driving me crazy.
and so, all i'll say to anyone reading this who i've been neglecting lately - i'm sorry. i love you, and i'm praying for you every day, and i hope you know that!
today came very close to breaking me again, and i'm seriously ready for a vacation - except that there'd just be 100x more to do when i got back, so i can't even dream of that! instead, i am just kinda turning off my brain when i get home, watching The Dark Knight with bret, then chuck & the cape. i hope to be able to get back to myself soon.
meanwhile, here are three postcrossings i received today, which made me smile.
they are from slovenia, australia, and oregon.
i hope your tuesday was terrific, and that the Lord shines His face upon you!!
ttfn!
Oh Carrie Marie!! I am praying for you darling. I hate thinking of you feeling broken :( It makes me sad :( Sending you big hugs!! I love you so much xoxo
ReplyDelete*hugs* thank you, marianne, i definitely appreciate the prayers!
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