i'm scared.

of ppl.

of ppl not liking me.

of making anyone angry, sad, or upset.

of unintentionally injuring someone in some irreparable way

again.

of losing
ppl.
angel.
myself.

of pain.

of my breaking point.

of those creepy crawly things.
     (thank You, Lord, for keeping them away.)

of thanking someone too much.

of not thanking them enough.

of never getting back to my reading highs.

of missing moments in "my" kids' lives.

of never getting to take another BIG trip because of being in debt.

of crashing

again.